18 May 2008

This is my first time blogging. 　I had decided to start blogging after all that has happened and saddened by the recent Sze Chuan Earthquake.

I used to think that I am a very unlucky person. All the bad things in life happens to me. I had even wanted to give up my life because of what I had been through. As a normal working citizen, I had always abide by the law and work diligently to fulfill my dreams. I had gone through a big ordeal for which my loved ones had stand by me for the last 2 years. No one can imagine what sort of life it can be to the extent that it affects everything of me. It took away my freedom, I cannot fulfill my dreams and not only that, it has affected my love ones too.

After gone through the 27 days, I felt very disheartened that even the closest friends can betray you for their own benefits and how vicious can a person who knows nothing about you. Well, this is life and I have gone through that. No matter what at the end the outcome would be, I am glad that I have been through it! Yes Finally!! 这是一条艰辛的路，走得不易！

Even after what I have been through, I still asked myself and asked heaven, why would I have to go through all this? Why is my life this way? Why me? I began to have negative thoughts of myself and think that I am very unfortunate.

But today, I realize how fortunate I am. As compared to the victims of the natural disasters, I have a family, I have a home, I have food, I have clothings to wear and most importantly I have my loved ones standing by my side always.

To my darling, thank you for being with me all these while, thanks to all your prayers and encouragements, without you not giving up on me, I would not be able to go through it!

To my dearest brother, I know you had been very enduring towards me and always be there for me whenever I needed your help. I feel very bad to have to trouble you all the time, I am really thankful and have no regrets having you as my bro in this life.

To all my friends who has rendered your help, be it your encouragement, your trust in me in any way, it really means alot to me, thank you all!

At this moment in time, all I can say is that life is fragile, treasure what you have! To the earthquake victims, don't give up, when there's a life, there's hope!

生命无常，珍惜眼前的一切！不要放弃，要加油，路还有得走！人间有希望！