Have been in a depressed mode lately, have been crying alot lately too. Sometimes I feel like a happy person but most of the time I am not. I had dinner with a close friend just two days ago, how I envy her carefree life. Wished I would be like her too.
We cannot turn the time machine back to the time we like, we cannot changed the facts of life, we cannot reverse our actions in life, we cannot retract our decisions made in life, so on and so forth......
Once a person very close to me asked me: Why are you an unhappy person? I just gave him a smile and did not reply. If I had the chance again, I guess I would not hide it and will be frank and just tell him why. A beginning is an ending, an ending is a beginning - a friend once told me.
I hate the feelings I had now, I dislike the way my life is in now! I wanna hide myself and shut myself out of this world for a while. Guess I need to do some self search quietly and be alone for some time to think through alot of things. But then again, HOW??
There are times when things really suck up and never moving the way you hope to be. What can I do? Be patience, and just sit there Waiting? Sigh! I want my old self back again! The feeling of falling apart is deadly!
Pray with faith and there shall be a path for you - from a movie I watched recently.
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